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@vaname #379782

Writer & photographer | I illustrate my words with my own art| Music lover https://linktr.ee/vaname
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Night thoughts 💭 II:
Today I received messages and signs…
I’m going to stick to that placebo because it’s bright enough to keep going. ☺️🤍✨✨✨
Night thoughts 💭:
Enough whining. I know I’ve been tired and with an unhealthy mood because I’m tired and. with migraines, but I’m done so, let’s back to art, to writing, to be here and know.
Night thoughts 💭:
Tonight, I am going to imagine the perfect day and you will be there.
I refuse to live an ordinary life, the life that vanishes amid the others humans
Night thoughts 💭:
One day at a time
Another migraine…
this means it’s time to definitely say goodbye to my day job.
Sooo, does anyone need a professional at photography & documents conservator?
Someone to help you to preserve your art & graphic documents?
Maybe a writer 😬😬😬
Night thoughts 💭:
Oh my! How harsh is to see the own toxic trait and realised that it needs to be healed.
Now, the question is why I can’t let it go? 🫢🤔
Things I didn’t dare to share before as a writer:
I do have books published on @amazon. short stories. I used to be editor, designer, etc.
Are available? Yes 🔗👇🏻
But only one book is bilingual.
A short story, maybe a cliche but I was deeply in love & him doesn’t like Autumn 🍂

https://www.amazon.com.mx/s?i=stripbooks&rh=p_27%3AVanessa+Ameneyro&s=relevancerank&text=Vanessa+Ameneyro&ref=dp_byline_sr_book_1
Night thoughts 💭:
We will collide
You will bow
I will rest my head on your chest to feel your throbbing
Night thoughts💭:
seems that you are still a spectre incarnated in different bodies, you go jumping from one to another but you still don't decide where to stay, don't you think it's time to stay in one being before I'm the product of your nostalgia & there's more than an inert body?
Night thoughts 💭:
Tough days, but I have this refugee called art, books, writing and inspiring people!
Night thoughts 💭:
Have you ever reached that point where you are fine, overall everything it’s fine but are those things that just are falling apart that makes you feel like should move but you don’t know how & feel afraid & insecure?
Well, I am at that point 🙂
Night thoughts 💭:
“I have seen the best minds of my generation”: fall into incongruity, vanity, hypocrisy, hysteria, greed and ego?
Mea culpa, I have been part of vanity and ego, minor sins? No, but I have defended my congruence and honesty
In art we trust…
Because we can feel beyond the surface
Night thoughts 💭:

I want my time back

Where I can find it?

Show me the way, the right way

I. need . my. time. back

time = freedom
Night thoughts 💭:

Art/writing: always, not sometimes
Friday flowers 🌷
I have been here only 6 months…
Nice experience! 😁
Night thoughts 💭:
The amount of courage it takes to make art, to show your ideas, fears, emotions, insecurities and then show it to the world, to a bunch of strangers receiving good, bad, hate comments & keep doing it…it’s a real big personal achievement.
My respect to of you
What begins as a simple need to find a model for my art, it ends up with a transmutation of myself as my own creation, my own inspiration…me as the creator of my art by being part of it.
Someone told me this week: there’s always a way and the way a found was finding myself.
Night thoughts 💭/morning confessions:
-I said it once & I will repeat it: I am terrible with open calls, I don’t like it and I only participate when you have to comment with your work.
-This year, I created art with consciousness more than rush to be there.
I’ll be here anyway
A brief story:

What would you do if you had a unique piece in your hands and couldn't really appreciate it? Would you keep something that shocks you to the point of neurosis but not because of how it makes you feel but because of the lack of it?

https://objkt.com/tokens/KT1NF9gn11y7PXwoxkBuQjj3RMN1a6yo4hEm/6
Night thoughts 💭:
Pulling the strings to cut off the power of the puppeteer
Crazy how an illustration can make me feel so happy!!
Look that face! 🖤🖤🖤🖤 I just love this little guy 🖤🐦‍⬛😬🐦‍⬛🖤
Art by @dehiscenceart