Marceland
/marceland174
The land where filter is not allowed. Not even in my drawings. ⚠️ Faulty minds below Yes I treat it like any other social media.
should i keep doing deep thought posts? 👁️👁️
this is how we go (lost count of how many workouts this year???)
we were playing "a way out" and it was so laggy
so i googled and the fix was to put on 1024x768 windowed mode
this is how it looked on my 4k tv 😂😂😂😂😂😂
poor computer was frying trying to generate 4k split screen content 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
so i googled and the fix was to put on 1024x768 windowed mode
this is how it looked on my 4k tv 😂😂😂😂😂😂
poor computer was frying trying to generate 4k split screen content 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Y'all listen to my complaints so i'm going to share the good things too
Just went out from the nutritionist appointment: i'm the healthiest i've ever been 😂
Even though i gained weight, since waist and abs didn't get bigger, we're going in the right path and i should forget the scale (?!)
He adjusted my diet for increased deficit (600kcal) and higher protein (1.9/kg) but he's not willing to sacrifice muscles for me to lose weight so i may even get heavier before the year ends.
we're adjusting for the baby in january since it's 6 mos before ivf.
as of now i can keep eating my sushi, my onigiris and cuscuz. all is fine.
just some anemia that won't get fixed no matter what. my arm even bled from the iv fluids i took on sunday.
i have now some obligatory 20 min cardio, 6x a week
btw i love the stair master
Just went out from the nutritionist appointment: i'm the healthiest i've ever been 😂
Even though i gained weight, since waist and abs didn't get bigger, we're going in the right path and i should forget the scale (?!)
He adjusted my diet for increased deficit (600kcal) and higher protein (1.9/kg) but he's not willing to sacrifice muscles for me to lose weight so i may even get heavier before the year ends.
we're adjusting for the baby in january since it's 6 mos before ivf.
as of now i can keep eating my sushi, my onigiris and cuscuz. all is fine.
just some anemia that won't get fixed no matter what. my arm even bled from the iv fluids i took on sunday.
i have now some obligatory 20 min cardio, 6x a week
btw i love the stair master
Locked 10k for an extra 3 mos
I've got nothing to lose! Let's go.
I've got nothing to lose! Let's go.
My friend @crosscutauto67 is in Lebanon and stuff is hard over there.
I make sure I check out on him daily, either messaging or through his timeline.
He's not only an online friend I met here, people aren't numbers and to me, he is as valuable as those I can hug. He never complained, not even once, about the situation in his country.
But there are lots of displaced and even if you can contribute $1 to helping them, I'd be really happy and consider you a friend forever.
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This is billy's wallet. They have a way of withdrawing it and buying supplies for those in need.
In case you are looking for causes to help, make sure you check @irinaliakh too.
"Marcela how can you do it for someone you don't even know"
Well, they are my friends.
That's what friends are for.
I am not responsible for your definition of friendship.
Please help my friends.
I make sure I check out on him daily, either messaging or through his timeline.
He's not only an online friend I met here, people aren't numbers and to me, he is as valuable as those I can hug. He never complained, not even once, about the situation in his country.
But there are lots of displaced and even if you can contribute $1 to helping them, I'd be really happy and consider you a friend forever.
0xa3b4cC88F6e8F6AdEbc7AAF20B36A3c7B38Eb704
This is billy's wallet. They have a way of withdrawing it and buying supplies for those in need.
In case you are looking for causes to help, make sure you check @irinaliakh too.
"Marcela how can you do it for someone you don't even know"
Well, they are my friends.
That's what friends are for.
I am not responsible for your definition of friendship.
Please help my friends.
let's get the week started
When I was a kid we studied in a rich kid school. It was the best in town and I'm aware my parents worked twice as hard so we had a good education. I wasn't like other kids whose parents paid effortlessly.
This didn't make me feel left out, but we lived in different worlds.
A girl from my class had two maids and a nanny, a driver, lots of extra classes.
The other got a helicopter as a gift from graduating
A third one became a famous politician. His brother is our mayor and his family is on power since at least 2000.
They competed about iPhones and sneakers, all I wanted was to make my parents money worth it.
I never felt like belonging there because they wouldn't ever have to worry about working, jobs, future, family.
I guess being adopted just made me feel I was lucky to be there and not deserving to be there. And I've been feeling guilty for being privileged ever since.
This didn't make me feel left out, but we lived in different worlds.
A girl from my class had two maids and a nanny, a driver, lots of extra classes.
The other got a helicopter as a gift from graduating
A third one became a famous politician. His brother is our mayor and his family is on power since at least 2000.
They competed about iPhones and sneakers, all I wanted was to make my parents money worth it.
I never felt like belonging there because they wouldn't ever have to worry about working, jobs, future, family.
I guess being adopted just made me feel I was lucky to be there and not deserving to be there. And I've been feeling guilty for being privileged ever since.
I have been feeling very much guilty about many things in my life recently and I keep thinking to myself if this is PMS or if I triggered something.
I have this thing of analyzing everything in my life twice or thrice and sometimes my conclusions are different, which isn't pleasant.
I feel guilty about being able to exercise 10 am
Or sleep 2 am
Or wake up 9 am
Or work late night instead of early morning
I was always privileged and I had a hard time with it because it's like I'm undeserving
I have this thing of analyzing everything in my life twice or thrice and sometimes my conclusions are different, which isn't pleasant.
I feel guilty about being able to exercise 10 am
Or sleep 2 am
Or wake up 9 am
Or work late night instead of early morning
I was always privileged and I had a hard time with it because it's like I'm undeserving
ok this was unexpected
yes i am ok
don't ever mix coffee and ibuprofen
nothing worst than imminent death sensation 🥺
yes i am ok
don't ever mix coffee and ibuprofen
nothing worst than imminent death sensation 🥺
blue skies today
my social battery is currently -500
my wife & her bro are yelling their lungs out playing overcooked
I'm sensorially overwhelmed
my wife & her bro are yelling their lungs out playing overcooked
I'm sensorially overwhelmed
"having a cat is easy"
jupiter lips are bleeding
taking him to the vet by monday 🤡
he is now asleep like nothing happened
jupiter lips are bleeding
taking him to the vet by monday 🤡
he is now asleep like nothing happened
too depreciative to post a solo pic.
I def had a bad day.
My brother in law arrived 7 am.
By 5 am larissa was already up worried about him.
I feel her even when i'm asleep so i woke up and couldn't sleep.
Then had a shitty work day & went to the gym for some cardio.
Got home to take them to market. It was 4pm.
They wanted burgers but we couldn't find good meat or burgers so we went to eight supermarkets.
I just got home.
The elevator was stuck in the 23rd floor and i needed to pee so i decided to go up the stairs.
My knee is now bruised and makes weird cracks (like 4-5 cracks) when i fold it 90 degrees back and forth.
Fml.
im casting from the shower and i don't want to get out. still have to go to the drugstore bc i have repetition acne for three weeks.
My brother in law arrived 7 am.
By 5 am larissa was already up worried about him.
I feel her even when i'm asleep so i woke up and couldn't sleep.
Then had a shitty work day & went to the gym for some cardio.
Got home to take them to market. It was 4pm.
They wanted burgers but we couldn't find good meat or burgers so we went to eight supermarkets.
I just got home.
The elevator was stuck in the 23rd floor and i needed to pee so i decided to go up the stairs.
My knee is now bruised and makes weird cracks (like 4-5 cracks) when i fold it 90 degrees back and forth.
Fml.
im casting from the shower and i don't want to get out. still have to go to the drugstore bc i have repetition acne for three weeks.
cozy rainy day here
pretty sure it stopped counting
This also means I already had six discussions today because it set the mood for the whole day.
I'm feeling angry and upset. Not having a nice training later today, i'm likely to get hurt but i have to control myself.
I wish no expectations on my weight were put on me when I was a kid, because 26 years later I still feel like I was the chubby 3 year old kid who had to fit some clothes and spaces
It's like i didn't make any mental progress.
Being a woman is hard from the first breath.
I'm feeling angry and upset. Not having a nice training later today, i'm likely to get hurt but i have to control myself.
I wish no expectations on my weight were put on me when I was a kid, because 26 years later I still feel like I was the chubby 3 year old kid who had to fit some clothes and spaces
It's like i didn't make any mental progress.
Being a woman is hard from the first breath.
I'm absolutely annoyed today.
I try to have a positive mindset and a light one as well. Having this eternal recovery from an eating disorder, I switch from dedicated to paranoid very easily.
I thought I had my nutritionist today but we changed for next week, yet, I had to weight myself and scales are evil.
I gained an extra kg, which means I went from 72.5 towards 65 just to go back to 68kg.
I feel like I lost all my progress, even though I know it's not true.
And I now feel fatter. But waist and abdomen are smaller. Which means this is unlikely to be extra fat - and likely to be muscles.
But I'm almost a scale slave. Which is why I spent 8 years without one at home.
It hits me when I'm the most vulnerable.
I know my priority right now is to make my body become a 9-month home but it's still very frustrating.
I try to have a positive mindset and a light one as well. Having this eternal recovery from an eating disorder, I switch from dedicated to paranoid very easily.
I thought I had my nutritionist today but we changed for next week, yet, I had to weight myself and scales are evil.
I gained an extra kg, which means I went from 72.5 towards 65 just to go back to 68kg.
I feel like I lost all my progress, even though I know it's not true.
And I now feel fatter. But waist and abdomen are smaller. Which means this is unlikely to be extra fat - and likely to be muscles.
But I'm almost a scale slave. Which is why I spent 8 years without one at home.
It hits me when I'm the most vulnerable.
I know my priority right now is to make my body become a 9-month home but it's still very frustrating.
I'm very talkative today but recently it feels like I'm talking to a wall so I'd rather keep talking to the voice in my head?
Ok so i hired someone to clean my house bc i am very tired
And the person folded and put my clothes in my wardrobe ☠️
I thought nobody was opening that wardrobe ☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️
And the person folded and put my clothes in my wardrobe ☠️
I thought nobody was opening that wardrobe ☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️
lol nice try????
sorry I just activated priority mode so that I receive less announcements
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This song taught me more about self love than many things in my life.
@chicbangs.eth what song gives you that vibe??
This song taught me more about self love than many things in my life.
@chicbangs.eth what song gives you that vibe??