Bimoo

we were playing "a way out" and it was so laggy

so i googled and the fix was to put on 1024x768 windowed mode

this is how it looked on my 4k tv 😂😂😂😂😂😂

poor computer was frying trying to generate 4k split screen content 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

/Marceland

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Marcela

+1 day

Y'all listen to my complaints so i'm going to share the good things too

Just went out from the nutritionist appointment: i'm the healthiest i've ever been 😂

Even though i gained weight, since waist and abs didn't get bigger, we're going in the right path and i should forget the scale (?!)

He adjusted my diet for increased deficit (600kcal) and higher protein (1.9/kg) but he's not willing to sacrifice muscles for me to lose weight so i may even get heavier before the year ends.

we're adjusting for the baby in january since it's 6 mos before ivf.

as of now i can keep eating my sushi, my onigiris and cuscuz. all is fine.

just some anemia that won't get fixed no matter what. my arm even bled from the iv fluids i took on sunday.

i have now some obligatory 20 min cardio, 6x a week

btw i love the stair master

I very often feel exhausted
Am I at my max capacity? no
Am I at the max capacity I can keep my mental health? yes

I am unsure I should push more

I appreciate my cat being healthy

He's my support whenever I need and I do my best to give him the best life possible. I'm so happy he's eating and he is happy.

We take our pets health for granted. We shouldn't.

I'm thankful

Locked 10k for an extra 3 mos
I've got nothing to lose! Let's go.

big cat at the vet
he's weighting 7.4kg
we need a diet plan

My friend @crosscutauto67 is in Lebanon and stuff is hard over there.
I make sure I check out on him daily, either messaging or through his timeline.

He's not only an online friend I met here, people aren't numbers and to me, he is as valuable as those I can hug. He never complained, not even once, about the situation in his country.

But there are lots of displaced and even if you can contribute $1 to helping them, I'd be really happy and consider you a friend forever.

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This is billy's wallet. They have a way of withdrawing it and buying supplies for those in need.

In case you are looking for causes to help, make sure you check @irinaliakh too.

"Marcela how can you do it for someone you don't even know"
Well, they are my friends.
That's what friends are for.
I am not responsible for your definition of friendship.

Please help my friends.

the next generation doesn't know how to write and this bothers me.

not knowing how to write in second language? expected and acceptable

not knowing if "extension", in your native language, is with s or x, aged 21, working with the word daily, is a sign of carelessness and i hate it.

to me, the hardest part of having adhd is finding true peace. it's like my mind hates to calm down or when we don't have a huge list of to-dos.

yes i know this is a huge red flag
but it's like i can't live in a different way.

I miss having lots of ppl to talk around here

let's get the week started

I may have cracked my knee-cap while going upstairs and it's very frustrating. So now I'll just pretend nothing happened and wish for the best. I'm not stopping my workout again.

Is this healthy? no
But I don't think I'm making healthy choices today.

Typography design at it's best

I appreciate having a loving wife that is always willing to help and support me. My breakdowns, the sensorial overwhelming, my social isolation, my unstoppable brain and weird way of being myself.

I won't ever be thankful enough for it.

When I was a kid we studied in a rich kid school. It was the best in town and I'm aware my parents worked twice as hard so we had a good education. I wasn't like other kids whose parents paid effortlessly.

This didn't make me feel left out, but we lived in different worlds.
A girl from my class had two maids and a nanny, a driver, lots of extra classes.
The other got a helicopter as a gift from graduating
A third one became a famous politician. His brother is our mayor and his family is on power since at least 2000.

They competed about iPhones and sneakers, all I wanted was to make my parents money worth it.

I never felt like belonging there because they wouldn't ever have to worry about working, jobs, future, family.

I guess being adopted just made me feel I was lucky to be there and not deserving to be there. And I've been feeling guilty for being privileged ever since.

I have been feeling very much guilty about many things in my life recently and I keep thinking to myself if this is PMS or if I triggered something.

I have this thing of analyzing everything in my life twice or thrice and sometimes my conclusions are different, which isn't pleasant.

I feel guilty about being able to exercise 10 am
Or sleep 2 am
Or wake up 9 am
Or work late night instead of early morning

I was always privileged and I had a hard time with it because it's like I'm undeserving

ok this was unexpected
yes i am ok
don't ever mix coffee and ibuprofen

nothing worst than imminent death sensation 🥺

blue skies today