confessions

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Be honest.

I have a pen and paper list of casters and their probable alts, it's like my own private prediction market. 😏
I must confess that i am being boosted for 24 hours 🤫
man, my bookmark list is getting longer & longer not receiving my tip allowance to tips some artists later, like they say gets greater later 😁
my bubble is overflowing with success stories about sol, makes me sad bc I’m sooo bad at trading memecoins…
I should have sold some $degen yesterday with the nice pump. 🤦‍♀️

Yeah, my hat has definitely fallen off.
i need to get my irl in order so i can build some shit.

that requires a lot of money though.
I truly appreciate kindness. I appreciate people checking up on me. I appreciate a quick message, I appreciate those who ask if I'm okay, I appreciate every single person in my life who has tried to brighten my days. It's the little things that matter the most.
i’m a chronic over-committer 🫠
I don’t mean to brag but I have a lot of inherited wealth.
I must confess that sometimes I think Bitcoin is an oracle for humanity.
Oft rede ich den ganzen Tag nur auf Deutsch. Es ist auf jeden Fall eine sehr präzise Sprache.

Manchmal kann man einfach ein deutsches Wort nicht ins Englische übersetzen.
Today I’m showing also the dinner 😂

I remember I tried the first KFC in 1998 maybe I was 25yo. And my first time was in Japan of course. We didn’t have this in Italy. Just to be precise I remember the I lived in Naples when I was around 18yo and there was only 1 McDonald in a very central place. I mean, when I was very young and traveled out of Italy I often felt like I was from countryside, except for socks, damn men’s in Japan wear only short socks and for me was shocking more than the KFC 😂😂😂
Im supposed to go to bed but I decided to try to figure out how to build a realistic AI therapist that can interact with me in real time using a bunch of AI tools APIs and train it to control my brainwaves. ADHD problems 😂
Develop the humbleness to apologize when you're wrong, there is no place for ego in your life.
Here’s my problem with channels..

Mf’s on they high horse and wanna gatekeep all of a sudden.

There’s absolutely no reason why a BROAD channel like /music has ~70k followers and less than 500 members.. There’s also no reason why I meet member criteria, have reached out on channel + DC and still don’t have an invite.. and i’m sure there’s plenty others in the same boat

Solution - stop letting mfs who got picked on in high school run shit..
things I need in my life right now (in no particular order except the first one):

health
peace of mind
time
sex
money
self esteem
sleep
Don't worry it's okay if you lose interest in me, I'm not that great after all.
The truth is that the more intimately you know someone, the more clearly you'll see their flaws. That's just the way it is. This is why marriages fail, why children are abandoned, why friendships don't last. You might think you love someone until you see the way they act when they're out of money or under pressure or hungry, for goodness' sake. Love is something different. Love is choosing to serve someone and be with someone in spite of their filthy heart. Love is patient and kind, love is deliberate. Love is hard. Love is pain and sacrifice, it's seeing the darkness in another person and defying the impulse to jump ship.
The disparity between the top 3 tips recieved recipients seems a little sus NGL
Just got my top caster reward. 🍻 Chef’s kiss to Warpcast, coming out like the sunshine after black rain, making me feel something. We r so back.
i love me some farcaster, but if you’re not also on X when the bull really runs, i’m sorry but you’re gonna be missing some gains.
Scared of my own anger, that's why I laugh a lot and stay as humble as possible.
I very often feel exhausted
Am I at my max capacity? no
Am I at the max capacity I can keep my mental health? yes

I am unsure I should push more